||[Jun. 15th, 2005|05:46 pm]
The Drug You're Always On
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I think after all that has happened this year with me getting into Benet, it has FINALLY hit.
I mean sure I knew that I was going but the emtions were never there.
Today though I felt the emtions.
This summer (What it's been so far) I went to basketball camp at neuqua.
I knew I wasn't going there but Williams is an amazing coach.
He talked to my mom earlier about basketball summmer league and said that I couldn't play because I was going to Benet.
During Camp I had learned that he wasn't putting me with the sophmores during team camp because that's exactly what it was TEAM camp. I'm not a part of that team.
But today when camp was over he was saying goodd-bye to all of the girls as they were walking through saying "see ya later" "nice job in camp" and things like that. but when I was the one that he was talking to he just plainly said "have Fun" it's getting me right now. have fun. I don't know anymore. I was excited to be going but now it's more scared nervous and why to I have to go. I keep telling myself that sophmore year I'm transfering back but I know that's not true. I wish it was but I know it's not.
Basketball camp was fun though. we had a lot of jokes bring the heat this is our house and we even joked around (or mainly me) joked around with Jones the freshmen coach.
I really will miss you guys.