?

Log in

No account? Create an account
I think after all that has happened this year with me getting into… - "He Only Has Lovely Things To Say About You" [entries|archive|friends|userinfo]
The Drug You're Always On

[ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ]
[ archive | journal archive ]

[Jun. 15th, 2005|05:46 pm]
The Drug You're Always On
[Current Mood |sadsad]
[Current Music |SportsCneter (ye-ah I'm that cool)]

I think after all that has happened this year with me getting into Benet, it has FINALLY hit.
I mean sure I knew that I was going but the emtions were never there.
Today though I felt the emtions.
This summer (What it's been so far) I went to basketball camp at neuqua.
I knew I wasn't going there but Williams is an amazing coach.
He talked to my mom earlier about basketball summmer league and said that I couldn't play because I was going to Benet.
During Camp I had learned that he wasn't putting me with the sophmores during team camp because that's exactly what it was TEAM camp. I'm not a part of that team.
But today when camp was over he was saying goodd-bye to all of the girls as they were walking through saying "see ya later" "nice job in camp" and things like that. but when I was the one that he was talking to he just plainly said "have Fun" it's getting me right now. have fun. I don't know anymore. I was excited to be going but now it's more scared nervous and why to I have to go. I keep telling myself that sophmore year I'm transfering back but I know that's not true. I wish it was but I know it's not.
Basketball camp was fun though. we had a lot of jokes bring the heat this is our house and we even joked around (or mainly me) joked around with Jones the freshmen coach.






I really will miss you guys.
LinkReply

Comments:
[User Picture]From: exorcist1119
2005-06-15 05:56 pm (UTC)
hey, its not like your moving. youre still going to be living around by all of your friends, and just because your going to a different school, doesnt mean your never going to see any of us again. i was mad when u told me you are going to benet, but i cant change your life and your decisions. youre going to be meeting new people, along with the rest of us. Shape up kid, youll do fine.

love times infinite.
Krista
(Reply) (Thread)
[User Picture]From: jessiedear37
2005-06-17 03:58 pm (UTC)
ye-ah this is true.
love times infinite times infinite!! (beat that)
(Reply) (Parent) (Thread)
[User Picture]From: soccerstarr18
2005-06-16 07:08 pm (UTC)
awww. jess im going to miss you so much but i know youll do fine at benet! dont worry about it, if u have problems at benet - i will personally take care of it

LOVE <3
(Reply) (Thread)
[User Picture]From: jessiedear37
2005-06-17 04:03 pm (UTC)
Thanks I'll let u know if i ahve any problems (i'll make sure they're with the kids that could kill u.) lol love ya.
(Reply) (Parent) (Thread)
[User Picture]From: xsenselessx
2005-06-17 12:40 pm (UTC)
The cabins coming closer and closer..... I CAN SMELL IT.
(Reply) (Thread)
[User Picture]From: jessiedear37
2005-06-17 04:03 pm (UTC)
The Cabin is Like HERE!!!!!!! (6 days) i am a true counter on this one. (love ya)
(Reply) (Parent) (Thread)
From: sexiirishbabe
2005-06-18 04:23 pm (UTC)
sure things next year will be different but no matter wat jess i will always be ur friend no matter wat school u atttend to

love always and forever
cait
(Reply) (Thread)